five more sunrises to go
feels like five hundred
a blessing awaits or
the dreaded curse
can I face the truth
and accept the reality
walk away with my head high
or drown in tears
what will it be like
to live life that way
in pain and misery
desperate and lonely
who will laugh at me
or cry with me
who is there to pull over
and give a smile
all I want is to come out beeming
all I want is to come out smiling
all I want is to walk away happy
all I want is to live my life happily
ajish, 12 October 2009
Cebu, Philippines
